Dear sbab, we’ve been through alot together:P friendships from liking eachother, and best friends and like brother and sisters.Right at the moment sbab is liike a best friend:)your an amazing friend to me!!!We’ve been through alot together but its been all worth it.I gotta say you can be pretty damn imature sometimes,but you can also be a blessing:DI love that the first time we ment we were really shy, but its a year later and know we can go to eachother for every thing possibal and theres no awkwardness!Even though were just awesome best friends right now,you’ll always be my SBAB!;D

Well tonight im gunna talk about a person that happens to be known as the ‘Cupcake”, lol well this person is AMAZING i love this person soo much in every possibal way!!!One of cupcakes best features is its stong relationship with God,cupcake is such a good christan i hope i can be like cupcake one day:)this person is the best in the world from looks to personality!Im so glad me and cupcake are really good friends:)cupcake can put a big smile on my face anyday even if it means just cupcake saying hi.I wish me and cupcake could hangout alot more than we do:( Im so luckey i got to meet you at camp and have a great friendship  with you!:)

Sooo…there’s ALOT that I love about my bestest friend Anais let’s start out with her amazing personality,she an be a big fat female dog sometimes but arnt we all like that at times?Shes usually just her gorgeous,fun loving, Anthony loving self:) And I would do ANYTHING for her!!! I love her to death<3 she always knows how to make me smile and make me laugh and spass out!!!she has amazing eyes aswell.I have been so blessed to be able to lead you to the Lord throughout the years,you have no idea how happy I’m when I see you having fun at church and youth an getting to know God better!I love you babe!!;)

I want to say that I have amazing friends and I love them sooo much,first of all let’s start with ABBIE,YOUR beautiful!!!! Beleive in your self!And if some dumb ass boy ___ fill in the blank,claims to hate you it’s his loss not yours.Because if he would mature he’d be able to see what an amazing girl you are!God has blessed me incredably with a gift of a friend so good to me!!I love that when ever I’m having problems or whatever I know you’ll always be there for me to support me or give me advice!Im gunna make my own 10 day friend challenge I’m gunna right why I love each one of my besties every day for 10 days ,Anais I’m writing yours tomorrow:)<3

After a sleepless night I feel like crap, I went to bed at 1:30 and as I was in a dream the annoying sound of a lame alarm woke me up at 7:30>:(!six hours of sleep is not enough for a teenager,most days I barely get by with eight hours! Dont get me wrong it was nice going on fb and whatching t.v,but now I have deal with having a crapy day!!:(By the way I got a message last night at midnight and let’s just say I’m boy crazy alover again,with a different boy:)

HOLY COW,CHRISTMAS IS IN 13 DAYS!

So,finally the emptyness is gone once he told me it wasn’t going to work out the emptyness disappeared.I feel completley clueless of how the feelings for him went away so fast,i mean im not saying its a bad thing im just confused….